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The Pen

It’s nice to know that although my words get old,
His Word is forever fresh and new
Under the influence of the Holy Spirit.
That, of course, would be the key point.
I may be a writer, and a decent one at that,
But it’s crystal clear to me
That inspiration comes only from Him.
In reality, I am the pen through which
The ink of His Holy Spirit flows,
And that is only true when I stop
Struggling with verbalizing my thoughts
And let go my attempts to control.

A pen doesn’t attempt to be coherent,
Nor does it struggle to move itself.
A pen waits patiently until the Writer picks it up,
Then it relaxes completely in His hand,
Letting Him move it where He wills…
Simply grateful for the pleasure of being,
And of being used for its intended purpose.
The Author could compose a single word, a page, or a chapter
Before putting the pen back down to rest
In its accustomed place…
Out of the way, but ready at hand when needed.

Father, help me to be out of the way,
So people can see You working,
But ready and available when You need me.
More than that, Lord,
Please help me to rest when I am to rest, and
To trust You every moment when
It is time for me to relax so You can use me.

If I Could Write

If I could write, I’d tell of all I know,
Which isn’t much, for all I have to show.
This sense of self inside of me,
This thing that drives me to be free,
Is just a formless mass of feelings, though…

I try to write the deeper things inside.
Though most of me prefers to run and hide.
My efforts bring a war within
(It seems like all my life has been),
Yet I am fixed on letting go of pride.

If I could write, the passion in my prayer
Would be to touch the world with all its care—
To show them God’s great love for all,
So they could help break down their walls
Releasing all the anger and despair.

I try to write so people know I’m real
With caution in expressing how I feel—
So they identify with me
(With common eyes we clearly see),
And we can lay things at His feet and kneel.

If I could write, I’d risk all that I am,
To share my love, and consequence be damned
But still I struggle hard and long
To speak or sing a heartfelt song.
Sometimes I’m sure I’ll never write again.

I try to write despite this wretched doubt,
For I must write. I cannot live without
A way to speak my mind and heart—
To show I’m weak and then impart
How self laid down receives God’s grace throughout.

If I could write…