Out With The Old Stuff

You confuse me. Some days you act so belligerent and angry. Then before I realize what’s happening, You treat me with civility and courtesy. It leaves my head spinning and My insides churning because I never know what to expect. I don’t understand you at all.   I don’t think I ever will, if the […]

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Within Your Love

Pressing in to You I find A peace I can’t explain. Although I’ll never understand, Your rest surrounds me With a sense of absolute trust. The turmoil within and without Slips away to a distant place, And a solidness settles me down… Words just aren’t enough to describe You circumambient to me. I feel secure […]

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Giving Up The Sin Within

I’ve been a quiet angry mass Of seething feelings, shattered glass, And though I seemed a peaceful soul Within me was a great big hole Where at some point in my dismay, I tried to hide myself away. But it has been a brutal bout— A battle huge within, without. For though I tried to […]

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If I Could Write

If I could write, I’d tell of all I know, Which isn’t much, for all I have to show. This sense of self inside of me, This thing that drives me to be free, Is just a formless mass of feelings, though… I try to write the deeper things inside. Though most of me prefers […]

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Shadows On The Water

I stand, anger in hand, covered in The tattered remains of my self-worth. The futility of banging my fist against The stone wall of another’s hostility and unforgiveness Leaves me breathless and beaten and worn, Wondering when, or if, things will change. No matter how big the anger or How hard the beating, Things remain […]

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